Anyway. I haven't known what to write the last few days. I feel uninspired and kind of bare. I don't know what to say or what to tell you. I am going through a bit of a strange transition personally right now, it's a time of growth but sometimes growth is uncomfortable. Kind of like getting a charlie horse in the middle of the night. I use to get those as a teenager and again when I was pregnant with Geddy, oh it was awful but I ended up fine anyway :) Sometimes you have to get comfortable with being uncomfortable for a little while (I straight up just quoted Jillian Michaels in her Yoga DVD, ha, I'm awesome).
When I was in High School, I considered pursuing photography in college. I had always been interested in it but really didn't have any experience. I was deterred from it because I had a lot of people tell me that it wasn't practical (funny considering I ended up being an English Major in hopes of teaching High School with a big fat paycheck...sarcasm). I really love seeing raw portraits of people. The more natural and imperfect, the better.
|Johnny Cash. Pardon the smoking.|
I have a goal in life (okay, I have lots of goals but hear me out). Before I die I want to have really natural and raw pictures taken of Chad and myself. Kind of conceded, am I right? I am not talking glamour pictures, I am talking makeup-less, close up, hair a mess, natural expression, real portrait. I would even love it if I were old and super wrinkly, something that my kids and grandbabies could look at and say "that was the real Hil". The ones where you could almost read my thoughts.
|I adore Winona Ryder. And that hair! It makes me want to cut mine again!|
|Wrinkles and frizzy hair. Bill Murray.|
It's transparently Emo of me but it's something I really want to have someday. Sorry that all the examples are of celebrities, that wasn't my intention.
|Not sure who this is.|
***All images found on Pinterest.